Enlightment at the right place


There are times when you feel stupid... when u feel you are at the bottom of the world..and all you need is a lil hope.. lil light.. at the right time that tells you that you are not that bad.. There are times when u feel cold and freezing and all you need is a lil warmth.. a lil heat..at the right places... this is what i felt... at the right time...' enlightment..... at the right place'

Its getting cold here...freezing.. i can see smoke out of my mouth.. even when not smoking.. thts fun.... but thats not all its the most painful thing on this planet.. its cold and u are under a warm blanket and hugging onto your pillow as if it was your neighbours wife... u are dreaming all warm and nice dreams and the god damn alarm rings.. rings right into your sleep.. and u open your eyes to reality.. you feel like neo in matrix.. the reality sucks... and then how muchn ever you yearnto get back into the warm humble abode of yours.. you have to get up to go to classes or some hazy thing which is of least importance then. You get out of your bed and go to the mens room and you can feel the old for the first time.. at the right place. You will realize the power of mother nature when you take down your pants to start the day... the wind is chilling... the pan is freezing... and the first part to know the chill is not too happy about it.... wat a way to start your day.. Then comes the tough part... after experiencin the chill on the most important part of your body.. you obviously tend to keep the rest of the body warm.. so wera as many clothes as possible.. a tee.. a shirt.. a jacket.. somethin to cover ur head.. socks .. shoes.. pants and after a long thought undis(long thought is cuz ur confused if u need one as they are already frozen and u hardly feel them). Then you get out and start smokin without any ciggarette.. Only after a few minutes you realize that you are weighing much more that what you used to.. and then the pain sets in.. you have to carry you own weight and the excess burden of these clothes..the pain is aggrevated by the pain on your palms.. you don feel your fingers.. not that u need them much but still u don feel.. then u start to think wat else am i not feelin and bam!.. u realize.. u don feel anythin.. not your nose.. not your fingers or anything which has a contour protruding out of the body. Your nose is the worst... it starts to drip.. and you would not even realize it unti it falls on your shoes.. beautiful weather... absolutely beautiful.
All you need at times like this is a peg of rum or a few min of warmth..warmth of any kind.. from a hug...( it deos not matter who you hug.. ) or from a hot cup of coffee or soup(these are for girls).. or good warm(hot) thoughts.. or warmth from a light...The warmth has to be at the right place to give the maximum pleasure.That is what i am experiencing.. enlightment.. at the right place at the right time....